Rochalizo, I don’t plan to let death best me, but just in case it does, I want to say it: Thank you for being my friend. I hid something that might be of use in the dungeon before we were locked in for the night. If it’s found, you’re welcome to keep it. I’m really sorry.
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I'll write again. Limited letters; business first. No mail received here yet this week. There's more I want to say when I can. Miss you.
If I have died, I want you to know what your friendship has meant to me. On that day we spoke, I'm afraid I had rather given into despair. It felt as though I had been crying out with all my might, and no one would hear me or come to my aid. I was silenced, helpless and hopeless, and I thought I might prefer to die than to continue on that way. And then there you were, with all of your clumsy courage, demanding the truth from me, grabbing onto it and refusing to let go. Truly listening to me, and extending your hand to me in understanding.
You see, you saved me. Because of you, I did not give up but decided to try to keep going. And tonight, too, I will not give up. I don't want to take someone's life and I have never wanted that, so I will refuse absolutely to try, but I also refuse to allow myself to be the reason someone else has to carry that awful burden and will be ruthless towards that end. Nonetheless, while I want this person caught, I also demand of you that you will show them every ounce of compassion that you once showed to me.
Dear Rochalizo, I hope you're alright, and settling in. I've taken your switch to the care of others who are working towards a larger solution - it seems Rameel's talk of an explosive may be on target.
If there's anything we can do for you, please don't hesitate to ask; I do mean anything. I look forwa
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I told Kaeya about it. Sorry for making your execution be more dragged out! You don't have to forgive me, and that's fine! I get it.
It wasn't vengeance, by the way. I think I was just scared.
-Flat
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Hey Susato, Rocha.
Hope you're both okay. And talking, otherwise it's gonna be awkward to get this letter to you both.
A lot seems to be building up over here, so brace yourselves over there.
R - Kaeya ok.
Piecing together some of what's going on now. Will be careful.
I have informed XL. Unfortunately, the rest of your statement had been censored, but he agrees with you regarding Lup.
Consider the theory to be scrapped; I know it to be false now.
Rin seems well, I think; he appeared surprised by my offer of friendship, but it went over well, all thing
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I'm sorry for poisoning you...again. Last apology was pretty terrible, but I found out that I'm really bad at writing these o ~ o)7 I do mean it, though. If I could redo it, I...wouldn't do it at all. You already had so much to worry about, and I ended up making it so much worse. I was scared of wha
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week 4, saturday.
I don’t plan to let death best me, but just in case it does, I want to say it:
Thank you for being my friend.
I hid something that might be of use in the dungeon before we were locked in for the night. If it’s found, you’re welcome to keep it.
I’m really sorry.
week 5, wednesday.
I'll write again. Limited letters; business first. No mail received here yet this week. There's more I want to say when I can. Miss you.
week 5, friday.
I'm ok. I want to beat up an angel or 2 but that's nothing new. I'm angriest with them.
There aren't enough letters for me to thank everyone who wrote. Please tell them I'm grateful.
[ and then, added hastily and underlined three times: ]
Don't sleep alone!!
week 5, saturday.
If I have died, I want you to know what your friendship has meant to me. On that day we spoke, I'm afraid I had rather given into despair. It felt as though I had been crying out with all my might, and no one would hear me or come to my aid. I was silenced, helpless and hopeless, and I thought I might prefer to die than to continue on that way. And then there you were, with all of your clumsy courage, demanding the truth from me, grabbing onto it and refusing to let go. Truly listening to me, and extending your hand to me in understanding.
You see, you saved me. Because of you, I did not give up but decided to try to keep going. And tonight, too, I will not give up. I don't want to take someone's life and I have never wanted that, so I will refuse absolutely to try, but I also refuse to allow myself to be the reason someone else has to carry that awful burden and will be ruthless towards that end. Nonetheless, while I want this person caught, I also demand of you that you will show them every ounce of compassion that you once showed to me.
I hope we will meet again.
Yours truly,
Susato Mikotoba
week 6, wednesday.
I hope you're alright, and settling in. I've taken your switch to the care of others who are working towards a larger solution - it seems Rameel's talk of an explosive may be on target.
If there's anything we can do for you, please don't hesitate to ask; I do mean anything.
I look forwa
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I told Kaeya about it. Sorry for making your execution be more dragged out! You don't have to forgive me, and that's fine! I get it.
It wasn't vengeance, by the way. I think I was just scared.
-Flat
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Hey Susato, Rocha.
Hope you're both okay. And talking, otherwise it's gonna be awkward to get this letter to you both.
A lot seems to be building up over here, so brace yourselves over there.
R - Kaeya ok.
Piecing together some of what's going on now. Will be careful.
- Y
week 6, friday.
I have informed XL. Unfortunately, the rest of your statement had been censored, but he agrees with you regarding Lup.
Consider the theory to be scrapped; I know it to be false now.
Rin seems well, I think; he appeared surprised by my offer of friendship, but it went over well, all thing
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I'm sorry for poisoning you...again. Last apology was pretty terrible, but I found out that I'm really bad at writing these o ~ o)7 I do mean it, though. If I could redo it, I...wouldn't do it at all. You already had so much to worry about, and I ended up making it so much worse. I was scared of wha
week 6, monday.
It's not your fault. I feel for you, bud. Keep your spirits up the best you can, okay?
- Lup
[a hot dog with the works, wrapped up carefully so it isn't a mess, is attached]